There are certain days where I feel immense amounts of clarity and appreciation and today is one of those days. Thank you. To the people who have been with me since I can’t remember when, to those who stuck through and even to those who were there for certain moments of my life. I can definitely say that I love my life and the people and memories in it. I just love feeling this way. I am certainly blessed to have such great friends and even the small photos and wall posts are enough for me to feel this way. 

Here’s to hoping that more people will stick with me as time passes by. I feel as though I’ve passed the stage where making friends is an easy thing to do. Allow me to maintain our relationships. :) 

I am in love with life and thank you for being part of it! To more discoveries, experiences, and moments like these.

(Source: alotlikelightningsock)

okay sumabog talaga yung feelings ko sa post na yun haha just ugh!!!!! bakit ba hindi na ako nasanay……….. puta

OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

suddenly, everything just seems so trivial. so minute. so inappropriate. so lacking. SO INADEQUATE. so pale in comparison.

resonant leadership and emotions, where are you? I am in need. I can’t stop comparing myself………… and this is getting me nowhere. I want to feel secured again, to feel that motivation and empowerment once more. I really don’t know what happened for me to feel this way. It’s just that people around are starting moving in magnitudes that are impressive and beneficial to the society, and considering our age, it’s really an amazing feat. 

I want to be able to contribute to those amazing feats by creating or starting one of my own. Although I do have my avenue for bringing forth this kind of fulfillment, I don’t know, maybe I just haven’t seen that much concrete change in the kind of movement I’m bringing forth. Tsk……….. 

I can really do this. It’s not an easy task to be where I am standing right now, and I’m sure the others can say that with regards to their positions as well. Let me just try to re-absorb the fact that we have our own paths and we have our own opportunities for success and discovery.

I definitely have awesome friends that have perfect timing. Really needed that light moment to jumpstart this week.

(Source: thereislovetobefound)

This screenshot was taken a looooong time ago but it still is one of the most inspiring and heartwarming messages I’ve received as far as my leadership “career” is concerned. I remember feeling very much empowered and very enthusiastic to serve even more after seeing this comment. Thank you, JP! This picture continues to give me hope. :)

I know all I’ve been posting lately are rants about my insecurities and the ramblings of being CPH SC Chairperson but I can’t help it =)) I really take pride in being the chairperson and I find this medium very soothing for my hyperactive soul haha please continue to wish me luck as we break records!

Ito na naman tayo sa feeling that even the closest friends may seem the most distant of strangers at some points in time………… tsk such an inappropriate feeling. What happened to my belief that friendship was never measured by the number of secrets shared, but rather by the number of moments spent together?

I am incredibly proud of my two brothers - Lester and Paul!! Lester recently came back from his 7-month stay in Mahidol University in Thailand and got straight As in all his subjects, not that that’s something out of the ordinary for him. I do have to say that he shed off quite a number of pounds and is looking great haha. As for Paul, he just started his internship at NIH, dealing with research about Neglected Tropical Diseases. He might be deployed to Davao or Zamboanga for a few weeks as part of the field work. The hours may be long but I’m sure he’s drawing all the inspiration he can get from this experience.

These two are definitely on their road to greatness! Hindi pwedeng magpahuli sa dalawang ‘to hahaha. Extremely happy for the both of them. :D 

balik na naman sa dating gawi grabe para akong ewan huhuhu bakit ba ako naiinggit okay wala naman dapat ikainggit nakakairita na

Okay putangina hindi magandang pangitain ito shet lang huhuhuhu sobrang nasira bigla yung diskarte ko :( ano ba toooooooo

I think I may have chronic workalcoholism :(( and this may withdrawal symptoms asdfghjkl please give me more more more work huhuhu or let the school year start earlier yuck I sound like someone without a life other than work huhuhuhuhhuhu which I am definitely not